Anonymous
May 12, 10:07 AM
Depressed
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Assalamualaikum brothers and sisters in this forum.
Many ladies out their are fighting depression and some kind of addiction bcs of u.
Am a chubby sister of 22yrs,I HV never been in a relationship lyk what is really called a relationship,the few men I HV met only want to HV Haram relationship (subhanallah).Uptil today I DNT knw what luv is(d relationship btw a opposite gender) bcs I HV never experienced it.That was d reason I joined d platform bt to me most of d men I met where not helping.And to me I think d main problem is my body size bcs even outside so many pple body shamed me.Even in d circle of my frnds they always bring d topic that am fat or sumtyn it's always bothers me very well.i HV tried so many sliming product always on diet bt am still d way I am.Even at home d same languages will b used.There was a tym I was dancing during my sister's wedding and on of my sister's was saying 'jiwan nan pattan' lyk it's rilly got to me bcs there pple around nd slowly I start slipping to depression.Bcs when ever a topic is been said or discuss abt body size only d slim ones get d credit lyk I didn't create myself but pple DNT c that if they c someone chubby they just concluded that u eat too much or something like that.my frnds think they r d most beautiful bcs they HV a moderate body size they are even d ones recommending sliming product for me.y I HV lost my self esteem.i DNT always feel comfortable around pple bcs I feel they will b looking at me or talking about me.There was a guy I once met nd he was lyk he lyks d body size d hips nd all bt I will have to do something abt my tummy that was d last day I chatted with him.And that got me thinking r they men that lyk chubby ladies??
