i am in difficult stuition my friends help me with advise

My friends yanzu i am 21 years old yanzu ina fama d ciwon Damuwa diffresstion sanan i was very addicted with masturbation and porn since i was in primary school yaron daddy dina ya lalatani sabida shago baba na muki zama taridashi yana yin sodomy dani tun inada shikara 9-10 Ina karami after that i have problems in our house Natasu Cikin matsaloli agida har yanzu kuma Ina facing dinsu Damuwa ta munyawa wlh Ku yaushi Ina tuba akan masturbation Ina Kara kumawa because i was very addicted with it I can't sleep without do it Saidai Ina yinshi kawai lokacin bacci kawai Gaskiya i love married sai dai babu hali Ku house banda karatu naki a university Udus sokoto Ina 200 level ne Sanan every day i am not feeling fine cuttutuka kalakala I don't know what i do wlh i wante to die I don't know what i do Wlh Allah ya jarabine d Mata wlh danaga mace sai hankalina ya tashi saidai bantaba aikata zina Ku love wlh bantabayiba Ina kukarin Kari Kaina amma Gsky na Kwari akan masturbating Ina iya bari har 2-3 Amma nakara kumawa wlh i love wife i love married wlh sai kuda inada hali gida baza a bariba Yanzu yazanyi Nabar masturbating dan Allah har abada yafara illatar dani wlh