Where is my TRUE LOVE

I grew up in a loving environment.my parent were the happiest couple you could ever ask for, dou they had their ups and downs but we never saw that. They could talk for hours in suka fara dariya hmm. Naturally I couldn't wait to grow up and find my jaan na sha duka sosai sabida magana na baya wuce in nayi aure, in nayi aure... I was so in love with love ga karatun story books so I really believed in fairly tales.but life happened, kowa da test dinta. I could remember when I was in level 2,i was crying on my bed when my mum came in. Tana tambaya why was I crying... Nace ina level 2 amma ba wanda ya taba cewa yana sona. I could see the pain in her eyes but she hides it and said mu ta addu'a InshaAllah Allah zai kawo miki miji nagari. Har Naji kunya... Miji did not come oo...then I began doubting myself. My self esteem was at the lowest low. Maybe am not good enough i often say. Along the line I had my first bf. It didn't work out because I had high expectations from a relationship.I know how a guy should truly love his lady. Then came rooniey, my prince charming, he was so straight forward, he communicates well, he made me feel so loved I was like finally I have found my prince charming... A month to our wedding we discovered we were both AS.... I was heartbroken wallah I cried for a whole month. Alhamdulillah I have my business it kept me going.... Sometimes I wonder if I will find my true love... Or I will just settle with Mr available. Who wants to build a happy and loving home.. But due to my life experiences you have to be patient with me, be able to strike a conversation...life has made me so quiet... I need that reassurance And yes you should be tall because am a shorty....😉