Heartbreak isn't when you hate someone for breaking your heart. True heartbreak is when two couples love each other but can't make it work. Let me narrate my story. I'm a young guy of 29, I've only been in a relationship once in my life. I've been living my single life comfortably until early last year . I met this lady and she's everything I could ever want in a wife. I know I can never meet any like her ever. This is a certainty. We joke like childhood best friends, we love each other like couples in their 80s, and we understand and complement each other. In alternate universe she can pass for my twin sister. The only downside was that she's a nurse. I've made up my mind to steer clear of two categories of women when seeking marriage: nurses and military ladies. This is due to their workload . I loved her way too much to give up so I decided to give it a try at first I told myself I'll try to get used to it the night shifts, the early morning shift. She lives in another state so our relationship was long distance. Some months later, I visited her and her family in her state. I was welcomed and duly accommodated. I loved my Stay there. I could never imagine that this was me going to another state to see a girl but here I am several thousand kilometers from home. Things were going well till I left. We used talk on the phone almost everyday but when I came back we Can spend almost a week without talking on the phone. I excused it that it's work. I used to know about all the schedule for her shift but now I don't even know when it's morning afternoon or night shift. I've only ever been in one relationship all my life, not to brag I've had more than 15 girls openly ask me out. And I turned most of the recent ones down on the basis that I'm very busy and I won't have time to commit to a relationship But today this is me, begging for a girl's attention? Nevertheless I remained patient and when I finally got tired I complained to her, she said she'll change, she'll change for two days then revert back. The second time, we haven't talked much for over 4 to 5 Days, on the day she was supposed to be free and I was looking forward so that we can talk, and She went off since morning and didn't get back till evening. She came back apologizing, that she forgot to tell me one of their maid was getting married and she forgot to carry her phone with her. I told myself that it was the last time i will complain to her. She got really busy again. I stopped disturbing her to talk. I maintained the same energy and now we longer talk. She loves me but she's finding it hard to strike a balance between work and me. Rather than get married and it becomes an issue. I gave her a way out.We used to be close in love but now we are strangers