My last relationship.!

I've been breakin' hearts 💔 a long time, and toying with all the girls like they were just playthings & for me to use. Something happened for the first time, in the darkest little paradise... got me shaking, pacing, I just need her! For her, I would cross the line, I would waste my time, I would lose my mind. * You can say "I've gone too far this time" Don't blame me, love made me crazy If it doesn't, you ain't doin' it right is Lord, save me, my drug is my baby I'll be using for the rest of my life. My name is whatever she decides and I'm just gonna call her mine. ' I'm insane, but l'm her baby, there's echoes of her name inside my mind and this halo g is hiding my obsession. I once was poison ivy , but now I'm her daisy And for her, I would fall from grace just to touch her face . If she walks away I'd beg her on my knees to stay . I get so high, every time she's loving me it's the trip of my life. 7 years worth relationship came to an end i got heartbroken. do you think I'd fall inlove again? am I mentally ready to love again?