i am unmarried and its getting out of control for me, i need help

am a young lady brown in color chubby with full shape Alhamdulillah so I have been into different relationships sugar daddies in ne yaran be da de matasa masu tashi my problem dayasa nake rabuwa dasu Majority of them ask for sex, which I told them I'm not ready for unless i got married So many of them, some told me that men does not consider a lady being a virgin or not any longer so I still did not take it as a reason enough to give out my virginity now the main problem is, I asked almost 3% of 5% if they are ready su fito funny enough sai inji Ana cewa haba too ae kin fi karfin haka ke matan manya ne to mutane da dama suna fadan haka sai na fara tunanin maybe is true considering the way I am with full body shape and lots more sai nazo ya Zama kaman am being deceived by that bani kula yara thinking they are not my type sai ya zama like since haka na dena kula kowa and I have a vry a feelings and I want to get married simply because bani so in bada mutunci na a waje wlh am doing my very best to control myself abin ya fara fin karfi na