Men disgust me

I'm at the point where I'm just tired of men, relationship and marriage. Nasan ba laifi su bane, na me fuck up, lose guard har na sa kai na cikin depression. At this point I just want to be happy again, and I can only allow myself, the happiness I have been deprived, by myself. Kana tar3 da shi , loyal, and loving, ko baza ki bada 100% at least you're giving him 85% but he'll go elsewhere to look for 15% as if that's not enough ,he will happily cheat on you. And to justify his dirty habits, ai shi na miji neh. Esp married men, kuji Tsoran Allah. If you don't love your wife's, then think about your kids, and how you're about to break your home.