There's a new me!!

Assalamu alaykum, good afternoon Arewa MM.. I am an active member of the platform, i want to share something with the platform. Sometime ago u strongly partook in giving me advice to not give up while i was at the verge of loosing following the horrible moments with my previous life. Alhamdulilah i am doing well now, thanks to you and others. But i think something changed within me, i have become too immune, timid, nonchalant about relationship, love and marriage, now i feel like maybe i was born to remain single and alone, God knows i have tried and i was extremely patient and embraced what crossed as part of my fate,. I am deeply praying, to become soft like i used to, now my brain, heart, mind thinks like a robot now, i now try to love me, take care of me, and never stressed me again.. Emotionally trauma is like an automatic ticket to early grave if one isnt prayerful and patient.