I am a 22years old young lady who is so worried and doesn’t know what to do...I have a big problem I am a final year student and d first born to a family of 6, I fell in love when I was 17years that was my first love and I never taught he wouldn’t be my husband to be but unfortunately he cheated me and deceived me leaving me with a scar in my heart cox I looses my virginity to him mistakenly which I totally regretted doing that but I got to heal myself knowing I was forced and was too young then...After breaking up with him I was so Afraid to fall in love again thinking I will surely fall into another mans trap...I hated men and also didn’t want to fall in love again despite I have a lot of lovers pushin and begging me to be their wife...but all are lies!!! I later recover the pain and ache and gave it a try again but unfortunately I fell deep in love with someone who doesn’t care about me I did dat again and again giving chance to men thinking they truly love me but no they are all bunch of liars I broke up with them without any fight or argument I will just one day wake up and can’t find them again I got worried Day by day because any man I dated I always present them to my family thinking they are the right ones. My mum got worried all times and ask if I always do something bad to scare them away and Wlh as far as I am concerned I don’t do anything despite being sincere to them cox I love everyeach of them with all my heart .. because after some months most of them tried coming back to my life but I denied them cox they hurt me and I can’t bear it anymore so all I do was to make them my friends and most atone they all say how they wish I am their wife how they wished could get back together,a lot even says they have never met a girl so patient and kind as me someone who doesn’t care about a man who is rich or poor sincerely speaking Alhamdulilah I am not materialistic... I tired making my mum happy by telling her everything is Allah’s will and all I need from her is her prayers.....I haven’t been into any relationship for some times and I decided to give your platform a try and I met two people so kind and caring at first I wasn’t so much interested but I got instead to the first one due to his caring towards me ....I trusted him and fell in love with him but still it didn’t work Cox he isn’t so open to me seems like he has covers a lot of lies to me so I decide to step back not to hurt myself again ....while d second is just like a caring friend which I still don’t know where our relationship is heading cox he has a girlfriend and I see no reason for me to fall in love with him cox he got someone else... what I am disturbed with is how can I find a true love ....How do u know someone truly loves you... And all I believe in is if I cheated on anyone or betrayed anyone Allah will surely punish me and if I didn’t May Allah Reward me ........