Anonymous
Oct 19, 05:18 PM
How my brother went out and never returned, It's never easy losing a child
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When I was 4 or 5 years old my older brother got lost, he went out of our house and never returned. Years and years went by but he was never found even after all the effort from my parents, my mother especially. It killed her slowly not knowing whether her child was alive or dead, and if he was still alive was he in good condition? Uptil date we don't have those answers, we only pray that wherever he is he is at peace. Growing up I used to resent my mother so much, as her youngest child she never showed me love or affection and I didn't understand why, I was just a child after all. I was basically raised by my older sisters, my mother didn't behave like my mother, she was always angry, always cursing us, always beating us, always blaming us for anything that goes wrong and I began to resent her for it. Now that I have grown up I kind of understand why she was the way she was, it's never easy losing a child, she lost hers and it drove her crazy. It's still no excuse to neglect your other children but I understand and I pray for her to find peace in her heart, and despite it all I still love my mother and I don't resent her anymore. It has been over 20 years now and our relationship has definitely improved and we still hope to find him someday biiznillah.
