A Message to My Princess (unknown wife)

Assalamu alaikum! how are you doing my princess? first I would like to say I'm so sorry it's been 8 years now I have been praying so hard to Allah to meet you one day and I have been search everywhere for you I don't seems to find you. life it's becoming more and more difficult without your emotional support and courage... being financially well and stable does not make me happy anymore without spending it on you my dear 😔 I really don't know where to look or maybe our path came across but I was so busy at work... I can't be more successful than I am presently because there must be a woman and that woman is you my dear. Sallah is fast approaching and I would love to see the smiles on your face while I take you out for shopping 🛍️ and eat your sallah food no matter how it tastes... and also have a movie night and talk to you about my work and listen to your gist while looking at your eyes... for some reason tears 😭 are falling down from my eyes as I right this message Wallahi, im not sure why but im very sure that I don't want to die without getting married to you, having beautiful children who are are beautiful as you and gisting with you late night on weekends... it's really difficult not having you around me but I promise you I will never give up in searching for you and I also promise to become the best husband and father for you and our kids and please help me pray to Allah to make it easier for me to keep to my promise. with heart full of love and kind regard singed: your Unknown husband.