I was just 13 yrs old when I started leaving with my aunt actually I was a boarding student that time so I was not always in the house only during holidays time passes and everything was well I was done with secondary school she has three sons so,after school I was always at home so her two sons were attempting to touch me every now and then and the heartbreaking part even her husband a person I consider my father before all that maybe she will get a maid and then the maid will tell her that her husband wants to sleep with the maid and then she will say the maid is blaming her husband and her husband can ever do that and I also believed and always would he do that then my day came as well and I told he I can't I am see him as a father and he kept on disturbing me I told him that I will tell his wife about his doings he told me even though I tell her she will not believe and the annoying part of the thing is he is not the only person even his sons are birds of the same feathers I did not have anyone to tell and on the other side is the pressure of marriage from my aunt. so a day came and I was tired I told my mom what was happening she told me I should continue to protect myself and I know she doesn't have a say cuz she is her elder sister and the worst part of thing is I don't have peace of mind in the house I know it's a family problem and no one can solve it for me please who ever come across this should help me with prayers cuz it's only prayers that can remove me from this situation After this whole incident that's after sallah this man entered my telling me cooperate with he and give myself and I told him that I was fasting and he said if he comes back from the his trip I told my mother that's instant she said I should go out of the house and hide I did what she said After that when nobody was at home my mom came over and she said I should get married and I said to found love is hard and some people is selfish and not all guys likes chubby girls and then if someone like me is not like or love is just I want to use your body. sometime if I sit and look my situation I just wish to be dead and sometimes try to run away or try to kill myself but I always say everything will be okay in sha Allah ☺️ sometime I think i am a burden to everyone the topic is always about me I don't want why I am the worst daughter my parents ever had that why they gave me away to someone but only Allah knows cuz at this point in time I feel everybody is fed-up with me like I am a burden to everyone that's how I feel cuz everybody want to get rid of me