Assalamualaikum warahmatullah! Greetings to you all, please I need clarification on this matter, when I start to know this man I actually don't want my heart to get attached to him so I start to use my mental health defense mechanism over him( kamar in riqa kushe duk abinda ze riqa sa ya burgeni), upon all I did 😢 it resulted into a very hard and deep love which occurs insidiously without my knowledge until the very last then I realized what I'm going through, whenever he is talked about or when I hear his voice or heard his name called koda kuwa bashi ake nufiba my heartbeat increases sossai to the extend na koda akwai mutum a kusa dani can hear it, every time da zamuyi phone call I feel distressed, anxious and restless and this happened all the time Idan har zamuyi magana, I feel like kamar I don't feel jealous akanshi though he is married with kids, I love his wives sossai sossai Allah har ina mamakin hakan talkless of his children I feel I can sacrifices many things for them, Allah y sakamun qaunarsu sossai, so I don't feel anything like jealous akan familynshi, I like everyone within his cycle I like whoever like him, some times I even give his number to his crush just because she likes him so inaso ko samun damar magana dashi ze sanyata farin ciki NB: I know cewa ba kulata zeyiba cause I almost know his lifestyle but just answering the call can make her happy I know. I know I have made many sacrifices for this love and I couldn't listen to anyone for six good years just nurturing this love, we are not that close he never see me but he know me duk da ba sossai ba but partially dai we communicate, almost everything in my phone is about him or related to him and his family, almost everyone who knows me knows about him, all my prayers are mostly on him and his family. My feelings are getting hard these days, I know he is a very busy person kuma ina bashi uzuri but kawai idan mukayi kwanuka ba magana, be picking call dina ko baya replying SMS dina se kawai nariqa jin serious headache, tachycardia (increase heart beat beyond normal), kawai se inriqa kuka(crying) at this point se inriqa ambaton Allah slowly kafin in fara karanta Qur'ani shine Zan samu relief but bazanji haushinshiba kuma bawai zanyi fushi bane I will try next time ko ze daga call din. This is actually what I'm going through, though I can't say it all but these are some of my feelings please what type of love do you think is this? do I truly love him or is just obsessions?