Salam Call me Listo please(thats my company name). Guys a little me about me first. I am tall, slim, beautiful, elegant, amazing, educated, resourceful, independent, hustler, easy going, talk a lot and kind. 24 years My Relationships I am in love with two people. let's start with the one I love the most. Hussy This guys is amazing, he is spontaneous, very kind, OMG loves smiling, trust me mana, he's very handsome too. He is religious, he is calm and quiet, no nonsense person, he is naughty and very kind, he is romantic and educated too. 30 yrs we started dating Jan 06, and I love him so much, I spend on him more than I do on myself, I think of him always. I respect a lot and see him more of my soulmate rather than my husband. things was going on fine until the devil appeared. now who is this devil. Call him M.S A little about M.S before I disclose who M.S is let me tell you how complicated it is, his daughter was my best friend, But we stopped being best friends 4 years ago. don't get me wrong we never fought nor had any issues, we just moved on and everybody went on living. we outground that childish play or friendship. Okay I can swear to God he never or recognize me as his daughter's best friend. So don't say he has been eyeing me, he never knewed I was not does he know now. This man is also handsome even though he's old. he's 56 yrs old, he's very very rich, he's religious, he's kind and very romantic, he's cool and educated, he has two wives, and he knows my age and has seen my pictures so literally na Mai. We met on FB and we have been dating, we met May 7 and started dating da tahajjud. I love him at least I see our relationship moving or going somewhere, yana Umra haka, and he's saying or consisting that idan ya dawo zamu hadu, I am confuse and overwhelmed. I don't know who to choose. I am thinking of my future and stability, and my friend too even though we are not that close. I am thinking of people words and minds, I know that he's family will do all things to spoil this union even though I am good they will paint me, just to let him change his mind, I love this man and also love hussy. my problem - I don't know who to choose - I don't know what people will say on this when they hear - I don't know what his family will paint me as when they know or hear I am the chosen one. - I am afraid of hurting Hussy - I am scared of hurting my ex best - I am not sure who to run to - Nayi istikhara and prayers on this but still be makawa. - Ina son gidan hutu, I mean who doesn't want. - Ina son love and romantic life too. this is very confusing and giving me headache please do not judge me. just advise.