I have ruined my life and depressed
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Anonymous Oct 18, 09:44 PM

I have ruined my life and depressed 0

My life has been okay until 4th of September 2022 the day i committed a sin and also found out last weak to have been infected with HIV, Something i never thought i will do. i am tired of life suddenly and been depressed for almost 2 month, everyday is a pain for me and disappointed no one knows this except that i posted here, i CANNOT face my family with this devastating news, everyone sees me as a Good person which i am, I finished school and been working since 2 years ago in a very good government organization. My family are proud of me but i still went on to engage in something that has now ruined my life is the most painful part. I don't really want to live anymore. The guilt of Zina and my reputation in the eyes of people hurts deeply. I wish something happens and i die without anyone finding out my true story, All my plans and life goals have faded away. Please pray for me and my wish gets granted
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Sgabdo Oct 18, 10:12 PM
when Allah Loves Someone he Test Him.. so pls Don't Fail your test.I Home Your test will get you closer To Allah.. not Put you Away From Him. indeed you Are Tested with a Big One. i hope you pass your test with a Flaying Color. i hope You Understand What I mean. my Allah make it Easy On you Ameen
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Hameerah Oct 18, 10:22 PM
Dear poster Dont loose hope, first of all thank Allah that you know what u did was mistake and this is a sign of forgiveness don't loose hope in life but pray more move closer to ur rabb and seek for medical attention please. May Allah forgive us and ease ur pains
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Miss Dee Oct 18, 10:50 PM
My sister. One of the attributes of we humans is that we are imperfect. We sin and err. perfection only belongs to Allah. the fact that you are able to accept that you did a wrong is enough. just make istighfar an everyday thing to do. Allah is a merciful God. he is Ya Ghafur. He will surely forgive you. And he alone can heal you. please my sister don’t use another wrong to remedy a wrong that’s already done. it’s not the end of the world. You will be fine insha Allah.
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Haidar Ali Oct 18, 11:50 PM
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji'un. Brother I wish I could say you shouldn't let this bother you. but it is impossible not to worry due to the fact that a grave sin is involved and the aftermath of the act. But I want you to have this at the back of your mind; this is all part of His plans. It is a test from Him, please do not fail it. Don't let it ruin you. 2 wrongs can't make a right. Don't let it affect your relationship with your close ones and your work. Alhamdulillah you've accepted that you did wrong and you regret it, it's a good sign that you're conscious of your Rabb. Take it as an opportunity to get closer to Him. He is the most merciful and oft forgiving. And as regards your health, you should enroll yourself in any health care facility that offer HIV services. It's still at its early stages.If you can quickly take action it will be of great help to you. The good thing is you can do it discreetly, you're an adult you don't need anyone's consent to do so. May Allah heal you and any of us suffering from one illness or another. May all our shortcomings be forgiven. May He safeguard our Iman and distance us from acts that will deprive us of his favours. Ameen
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Nasssss9 Oct 19, 06:38 AM
Subhanallah, instead of wishing to die why won't you keep praying for salvation, we are all sinners brother and i don't think u should be thinking about dying, rather keep praying hard and look for the best H.I.V treatment, it is indeed a sad news for you but insha Allah u will be okay bro..Dont give up on urself
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Anonymous #1 Oct 19, 06:49 AM
subhanallah dear poster, i was also a victim😭 about 2 months ago and I don't know how wallahi. but alhamdulillah started taking medication and no one knows at home. Allah ya kara mana lafiya.
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Umar Abdulsalam Oct 19, 11:10 AM
innalillahi wa'inna ilaihiraji'un hakiqa Allah Yana jarabtan bayinsa da abubuwa kalakala Allah yasa Kai taka kaddaran kenan
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Herr Oct 19, 11:33 AM
Dear poster you should always remember that Allah doesn’t burden a soul with more than it can bear. and tell you what the fact that you still feel guilt shows that that’s iman in your heart, instead of wishing to Die how about you force on seeking Allah forgiveness or have you forgotten HE is “The Beneficent, the Merciful” And it’s the sins Almighty forgive easy are those that are not publicized, let me tell you why you’re depressed it’s because HE wants you to turn to HIM communicate pour your heart out to HIM because Allah allow can heal us. And you don’t have to face your family or Anyone you owe nobody an explanation but Allah.
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Mss_xoxo Oct 19, 12:25 PM
Allah test who he loves the most and you see that guilt you are feeling is a sign of strong iman a lot of people sin and don’t feel any guilt Allah said in the Quran ‘ O you who believe! Seek help in patience and prayer. Truly God is with the patient … ‘ depression is something honestly only prayer can truly solve and give comfort please tell Allah and pray hard and know we are humans no one is perfect we have all sinned before please take it easy on yourself.
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Anonymous #2 Oct 20, 02:37 AM
SubhanAllah.. You will be fine Insha'Allah.. Just start meditation and put your trust in life.. I believe you still a good chance to live a good and beautiful life. May Allah make it easy for 🙏🏽
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Yasmeen Oct 20, 09:47 AM
Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi rajiun! Mr poster. I truly share your agony at this trial time. However, I want you to remember Kai Musulmi ne, saboda haka yadda da kaddara alama ce na Muminai bayi. This thing has been there tun kan kazo duniya zei faru da kai ko ta wani hanya ne. Therefore, it's not the end of your life, Plenty people living with the Virus now kuma suna aure su haihu. Allah ya baka ikon cin wannan Jarabawa. Allah yasa mu dace. Don't loose hope, Your Arrahman is always right there for you idan kana son taimakon sa. I leave in peace.
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Hauwau Sulaiman Lere Oct 20, 10:03 AM
please don't lose hope Allahu gafururraheem It is ur Qadr and no one can change it. seek for forgiveness and please don't let Shaidaan to use you . find someone with same condition as yours and Marry don't be disturb . May Allah forgive us all
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Nafisat idris Oct 22, 08:29 PM
pls take it as kaddara and u just have go to hospital enroll and start taking ur medications u get to still live ur normal life get married nd have healthy kids
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Anonymous #4 Nov 16, 06:14 PM
First of all, HIV is not a death sentence. With medication, counselling and follow up you'll be fine Insha Allah. However dont believe people's lies that there's cure in Nigeria. Secondly, don't lose hope. Pray to Allah for forgiveness. Thirdly, ur family must not know ur status. Look for a spouse who is HIV +, u can have healthy kids. May Allah forgive all of us, Amin.
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Eysher66 Jan 13, 11:52 AM
ya salaam 😭😭 May Allah ease your hardships, bring you happiness, tranquility and encompass your heart with love which leaves no place for sorrow & tears,ameeeen ya rabbil izzati 🤲🏻🥺.
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