Anonymous
Jan 23, 09:33 PM
i feel like given up already
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I have tried all my years of existence have not been the way I wish my life to be , right from my childhood till now we have been hustling and things are not falling in place sometimes I do think my family was cured or sometime . my life on the other hand is jz something I don’t understand, I don’t get lucky with people and friends .sometimes I will met some very high potential people then we will start talking and the person will be willing to help and bfor you know they jz withdrew theirslf and start given stories knowing fully well that if they want to help it won’t take them a minute to do so .
I met few potential people in my life but is jz unfortunate. some will ask for a business idea which I will give and they will see sense in it but they will refuse to even give a supportive hand. I even went to an extend of telling one to loan me the some of 2h thousand as at last year when I wanted to go into a business which I was doing bfor going to school and he promised to help which he didn’t not. not jz him but many . some might help people I know but when it gets to me is jz another story entirely. not to talk of family issues here and there . like I feel success is far from me bcoz even when I try to give myself hope is not jz coming . me n my mom have been selling n pushing wheelbarrow jz to make sure we don’t jz stay without doing anything and my mom is old we jz need to tell her to stop and look for a small place she could be managing when ever I see the way my mom hustle I jz pray things fall in place so I can try her well bfor Allah calls her bcoz she has really suffered 😢. my parents have really tried and God knows but I don’t jz know y things aren’t falling in place rather falling apart . I kept praying, hoping n believing one day things will change but when will that be ?. I’m even tired of telling people about myself bcoz is worthless. this life doesn’t favor the poor at all
