Maimunatu Musa
Nov 7, 12:36 PM
MY SECRET FOR SIX YEARS
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I have been crushing and loving someone for years. I love him with all my heart Wallah, har wani yaron dad friend na ya kawo goron wai yena Sona but I refused and someone is about to come shima na hana Shi, wallah I refused all my cousin bro just because of him , if they asked me why at home I used to tell them am not ready I want to study further and the problem is I never love anyone in my life till date, it's him and always him and I don't know why him and only him ?
one day I try texting him and talking to him but I think he thought am a gold digger like the rest of the gurls and it's hurt's me wallah 😥 I have a lot of cousins and guys that are coming to me but naki ni kuma 😥Allah ya na gani nikuma it's all the effort nahada I talked to him that time but yenxu ma am scared of meeting him one day thinking he would recognise me Allah , what should I do my age mate sunata aure , cousin na Mata age mate na are getting married and my mom is so worried Allah nikuma nace Sai Shi and the worst thing is if I marry him bazai wulakanta ni bako and bazai ban wahala ba ko and bazai yi tunani am like those girls that love him cause of his money ba right ? I have a lot of questions ma am really scared also but I still love him kuma 😥 but Bana so into aure infita ko inje a wulakanta ni him or his family 😥 am not from a rich family and am a shy gurl, I don't dress like matan yenxu infita , I don't want anything that will hurt my parents cause no matter how our situation my parents sun bar mu munyi karatu har university 😥 and he's not even my real dad cause dad na yarasu and he really love me like a daughter.
The thing is what should I do I really love that guy ma and is only him that I want to be with I spent 6 years waiting for him , wallah is him I want 😥 my mom and my elder brother knows am crushing on him when am in secondary school but they don't know it's still him am waiting for 😥 it's him that I want to marry Allah😥
I have been doing izthihara and nafilahs and sada'qa and every Ramadan asking the all mighty if he's the best but shiru😥 Astagfurullah, but is this really love ma ?😥
Help me and what should I do ?
I love him wallah
