Anonymous
Dec 23, 04:17 PM
Seeking advice
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Assalamu alaykum. Da fatan na sameku lafiya. Pls post this I need advice I am a young muslim female in my early 20s, Alhamdulillah ina da tarbiyya ta daidai gwargwado kuma ina salloli na on time kullum. But recently I met a guy online and the first day I saw him I fell head over heels in love with him and abin har yau yana dauremin kai bcos bana soyayya irin haka. Tun da na fara son shi it's like I became very stupid I don't use my brain to think at all anymore. Kullum nayi sallah sai na roki Allah Ya raba ni da shi bcos even though he looks so innocent and responsible bai da tarbiyya ko kadan kuma baya tsoron Allah, amma kullum kara son shi nake kamar wadda yayi wa magani, ji nake kamar zan mutu in babu shi. Abinda yafi damuna is yana tabani, tun ina hana shi har na zo na fara barin shi and tbh ni ba yar iska bace bcos wallahil azeem I have never had such close physical contact with any man b4 in my life, i grew up a quiet life. But with him I don't think I just do as he says and afterwards sai na zo nayi ta regretting ina tsoron kada Allah Ya kona ni a wuta, I just don't know why I allow him to do that, in ina tare dashi kamar dummy nake komawa and I don't understand why bcos I've never had such experience b4 ko da past relationships. Things got so bad to an extent that we almost had sex kuma wallahi I'm a virgin and he knows, but he kept trying to convince me to sleep with him and I almost gave in, Allah ne kawai Ya taimakeni bamuyi ba and I really hate myself for getting that close to him. So after that encounter I finally realized that he is a bad influence on me and I have decided dole zan rabu da shi but my heart is shattering at the thought of being without him bcos I love him so much I don't know why. Pls advice me on how to go abt this, ta ina zan fara, and keep me in ur prayers pls. Nagode.
