Is this how you all feel when your spouses travel for days/months

ladiessss is this how you'll feel when your husbands are not around(travel) or is it just me🤷‍♀️. I'm depressed na rasa meye ke damuna, ganinan dai, everywhere is noisy but to me it's quite and empty, I cry myself to sleep everynight, I switch off the room light and turn on my phone's light cuz i'm scared of sleeping alone. im not alone in the house though but im lonely, my body is here but my mind is not here, it's not with me, my chest feels empty cuz my heart is not with me, abunda ban saba ba, kuma bai taba zuwa raina ba. thou tafiyanka is for the best. Allah ya dawo mana da kai cikin koshin lafiya. Ameen