I am scared of dying and not having my wishes fulfilled

Allah ya sa muna da rabon aure a duniya muma mu ji yanda ake ji. I shiver when ever the thought of dying crosses my mind. Allah ya gani ban shirya ba, so many things I want to try out, I want to know what having sex feels like, having my own kids, having a husband, my own family, everything. Sometimes I feel like my life is going at a slow pace (Astagfirullah), but alhamdulillah still better than many. Idan bamu da rabon experiencing abubuwan nan Allah ya sa mu cika da kyau imani