Anonymous
Oct 18, 08:41 PM
Is this normal?
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I was scrolling through social media and I came across a recent photo of my ex boyfriend and his wife, she has given birth and I felt jealous, I did not even know he had married let alone having a child. He and I used to date and we were very much into each other but he was even more into me than I him. The last time we spoke was in 2021, we didn't fight, we never broke up, we just didn't contact each other. Then one time like that I just saw that he had unfollowed me on social media, I was just like whatever I don't even care and moved on with my life, I didn't try to find out why (back in 2021). Fast forward to October 2023, 2 years after we stopped talking, I saw photos of him and his wife and Wallahi it hurt me so much. I don't know why because I really thought that I didn't care but Wallahi seeing that made me cry, I realized that I miss him and I wished that it was me. I feel bad for feeling this way because as someone whom he once loved I should be happy for him but instead I'm feeling this way. Prior to seeing the photos I can safely say that I had forgotten about him, so I don't understand this feeling. This has never happened to me before with any of my exes. Is this normal? I feel like it shouldn't affect me the way it did given the fact that we have been apart for such a long time.
