ohhhh I fellow people from where am I going to start I don't really know, but let start from after high a fresher on the University so once upon a time I was in 100l my first year I saw people in love and then I was like when will my Prince charming come. actually since when I was in high school I believed that no guy can marry chubby looking 😅 girl like me so that love stuff wasn't on my head back to the story my first year things were going smoothly and then I meet this guy on social media we were talking for the whole night we be came friends and with time our relationship was on another level. so we have never meet face to face I was deeply in love with him cuz that was my first you know when people say some relationship are inseparable that was me and him after a while he told me he was getting married and I was sooooo I don't know and then I was like I am not going to cry for a guy I was consulting myself that it's happens I was deeply in love with that guy. After a month he came back and I was like why should I go back he doesn't deserve me. I said to myself he's gone he's gone 💔 😪 no going back ex's always are ex's it was painful but still moved on we were still talking as friends after that my second year I met this guy I met him at the airport coming back from school and he asked my friend for my digit so we started chatting "hello",'hi' just like friends 🙄 and then buummm we started dating I was so much in love ❤️ 😍 he comes to see me every day in school we wear same colour of outfits it's was like I am in love again 0was so loved that I thought he was my happy ever after thing were okay between us but people told him I was big for him and I was like what do you want and he said me I was happy so time passed and a day came.e we had a massive argument and called me that night and said I am sorry and I was like it's okay don't worry since we did not talk after months he called I was chocked we spoke everything was normal again and suddenly we stopped talking again and since from then u don't feel love I don't ha e any feelings for anyone I don't know why ibam not interested about again so ........Will I ever find my Prince charming???????