Jun 12, 08:43 PM
Depression! I have done something very bad unintentional.
just kafin ramadan i met this girl that recently moved into my area. ranar da muka fara haduwa a shop zan yi siyayya she wanted to buy something and asked me which 1 will be better, i told her my opinion and left a lokacin banyi tunani wani abu ba kuma i had a belief that mata basu neman maza.
From that day we use to meet time to time mu gaisa har na amshi number dinta muka fara chatting. we became friends.
On Sallah day ta ce in bata goron sallah (jokingly nace ta zo ta karba ina gida) se tace tana Gida in kawo mata, she invited me. ashe parents dinta and all her siblings have gone out.
as i arrived she invited inside i was like isn't there people in your house? she said no. i felt something wrong in my mind.
At last she tried to seduce me i refused at first then she threatened me that if i don't do it she will shout that i came in to rape her. i never thought girls can behave in this way, haka tazo muka gama shafe shafe and i commited zina with her on sallah day. i feel very bad about it and i hate her. i have cut all communications with her now she later apologized to me but still i will never forgive her. Wallahi mata yan iska ne kuma wasu basu da Imani.
i am worried about myself and the sin i have committed, i have been depressed since that day. please how can i overcome this issue ya tsaya min a rai sosai.